By ELIZABETH
VALENTIN
Arts Editor
Demi Lovato released her YouTube documentary, “Simply Complicated” to share her best and worst moments. She spoke openly about her battles with addiction and eating disorders. She also talked about the ways in which the people around her helped her to overcome obstacles that would be difficult for anyone, let alone a 15-year-old girl.
The documentary tells audiences the struggle that Demi had with gaining the fame that she has today. It shows the path that she took from a young age and the countless hours that she spent working on getting an agent and then finding a job, until she booked her first acting job on Barney and Friends. The film then follows her on her journey to where she is now, the good, the bad, and the ugly.
Demi talks honestly about her trouble with drugs and alcohol addiction. She, along with all the people who have been with her along the way, talk about the ways that the drugs and alcohol changed who she was. They tell the truth behind the double life that Demi was leading as a teenager on the Disney Channel, forced to be the definition of perfection and high morals, while also drinking and doing several types of drugs.
Demi, her friends, family, and team present audiences with the realities Demi faced when becoming sober. They walk fans through the process that she experienced in order to become completely sober.
During this process, Demi was diagnosed with bipolar disorder, which she says made her feel as though things were not her fault. She began to recognize symptoms of this disorder that she had from an early age. She fills audiences in on her battle with this disorder.
This film also talks about the heartbreak and loneliness that came after the end of Demi’s six-year relationship with Wilmer Valderrama. She explains the pain that she felt when they broke up. Audiences are able to see the love that Demi had and will always have for him.
The documentary also focuses on the eating disorder that Demi still has. She was able to go three years without purging while with Wilmer, but has relapsed since their breakup.
She explains that the intense bullying that she experienced in school was the trigger that started her eating disorder and that this has been something that she has been dealing with virtually her entire life.
She talks honestly about the ways that food controls her every thought. At one point in the film, she openly states that she envies those who do not suffer from an eating disorder. She gives a look into the body dysmorphia that she has. She shows the audience the body type that she aspired to be through a collage that she made years ago of models that looked the way that she wish she looked.
She takes this low in her life and shares the way that she is able to cope with this through fitness and time in the gym. She brings the audience into her life of martial arts and jujitsu and explains the ways in which this practice helps her to be distracted from her eating disorder, but also makes her feel strong, powerful, and confident.
The audience is then walked through what it is like for Demi to go on dates. She shares experiences that she has had on dates. She tells what types of people she wants in her life. She also shares what makes her feel sexy and says “When I feel sexy, watch out.”
Demi goes on to explain that she feels as though female sexuality is something that is looked down upon. She tells the audience that it is normal and healthy to be a sexual woman and that she will do what she wants with her body.
The film concludes with the way that music has helped Demi feel. She explains the therapy that music has provided for her and how all she wants is to provide that therapy for others.
This empowering film can be used as a way to teach young girls who may look up to a person like Demi Lovato and feel as though they can overcome whatever obstacle they are going through even if it takes time, so long as those around you support you on your journey.
